I
looked carefully at the ticket the waiter handed me and shook my head. I had
been a pizza cook at the Lahaina Pizza hut close to nine months and thought I
had seen everything. But this was too much. I called the waiter over.
“Look
at this,” I told him. “These X’s here mean cancel that item. You said these
people want no cheese on their
pizza.”
The
waiter confirmed that was what he meant.
I tried to stay calm and moved closer to this new guy who seemed to know
nothing and needed a little talking to from an experienced pizza man.
“You
can’t have a pizza without cheese,” I said. “Cheese is what a pizza is all
about.”
“That’s
how they want it,” he explained. I looked at the ticket and then into the
dining area at the table with a young couple, tourists most likely, who thought
they could order a pizza without cheese. I didn’t know how to tell this poor
naïve waiter that he had gone too far indulging them.
“You
can’t have a pizza without cheese…” I repeated.
“Yes
you can,” said the manager walking by.
I
was incredulous. How did this man get to be manager?
“They
can’t do this,” I protested. “It’s a veggie pizza. Without the cheese, all the
vegetables will burn. You can’t have a pizza without cheese, you just can’t.”
We
made the pizza. Once it was in the oven, I called some other cooks over and pointed
to the table and explained that those people had ordered a pizza without
cheese.
“Eeeewww,”
they all said. I felt validated.
In
addition to that validation, I felt like a monstrous injustice had been committed and told
all my friends and anyone who would listen for the next week about it.
And
today, 26 years later, the incredulity I feel now is how much indignation I
felt back then. Really David? Let the people order what they want and just let
it go. When that was happening, the Berlin wall still stood. Injustice of all
kind was worldwide. I got my knickers in a knot about how I thought people
ought to want their pizza.
So
I’m older now. There is nothing like a few years to soften someone up and give
them a sense of perspective, right? Maybe not. How about having children? That
might help someone realize what’s important in life. Two years overseas helps
foster a healthy sense of perspective. Granted, it was in a developed country
with clean water and impressive infrastructure. And if that didn’t calm me down
and realize what is important, having a child diagnosed with cancer at three
years old is something. Talking care of her for three and a half years, going
through scans, surgeries and all sorts of trials did quite a lot to help me
realize what was important and see the big picture.
But
did this last?
A
piece of furniture disappeared at work last week. It vanished without
explanation and no-one knew where it had gone or who took it. People at work
were a little disturbed. I was particularly upset. I had been one of the last
one’s out of the building that night and had walked right by the shelf that had
been noticed missing the next day. I took it personally. And even though I
didn’t visibly bluster, I bottled up some intense feelings.
Then
the furniture piece was found in a locked closet. So now it’s back where it
belongs. But the question of who, why, when and how might never be answered.
And that still bugs me. When I updated my family that the shelf had been found,
there was little joy or interest. I probably appeared emotional when I told
about it. Jamie, who is almost 11 years old, asked me if I was going to blog
about it. Prajna rolled her eyes at the thought of me venting my frustrations
over such a petty issue.
But
I was intrigued. I thought about the indignation I felt over such a little
thing. I thought I had gotten over that. I thought I had learned to pick my
battles and not sweat the small stuff. Was it enough that I didn’t burst out in
anger and keep my feelings to myself over such a little thing? I didn’t insult anyone’s
taste in pizza this time. Did I deal with this in a healthy way?
I
don’t know. I do know this, if I found out who moved the furniture and locked it
in a closet I would want to throw burned vegetables at them. I might not be over
this. Most of all, I wish I knew why they did it. And it all comes down to this:
I might never know.
I
might never know. But one day I’ll get to heaven where there will be no sorrow,
pain or confusion. I will see my daughter again. Maybe in heaven there’s a library
with all kinds of data someone can look up and it would have this incident listed.
Or maybe I won’t care about it anymore. Maybe once I get to heaven there will be
plenty of cheesy pizza.
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